I feel disgusted. Allah ta'ala has given me so much, yet where is the sincere shukr from me? where is it?
I do not know how will I balance my 2nd year of studies at university with the fasting and the 'ibadah. It will be a challenge. I do feel something special. Lets see what Allah subHanahu has in store for me. I discovered something new today, at least it was something I did not realize about earlier. This was that since Allah ta'ala has taken the name 'Muhammad' in His Speech and He has praised and loved this name more than anything, and since His, Almighty is He, Speech is beginningless and eternal, this means that the name Muhammad in His Speech and the praise is also beginningless and eternal, was always there and will always be there. Can you imagine that?
Today, mashaAllah, I read the Ratib of Imam al-Haddad radyAllah 'anhu, made me feel as if I was in the mountains and valleys of HaDramaut, Allah
